I got the poision, I got the remedy!

Warcraft is my escape.. Warcraft is my friend.. Warcraft is my world.. *Mindless.*
I shit myself bad with leaky horrible diaherrea like 2-3 days ago? And took pills for making my shit harder. I was fine. Then yesterday.. HORRIBLE rock coggs in my small intestine moving back and forth because my colon is too damn louded and full of lead. Yes folks. I'm constipated. Painfully constipated. Imoble.

I think I found the bf of irritable bowel syndrome. Sub T was the one of head aches lol j/k. Man, fuck letting things get to me. I'm just going to keep my mouth shut, let it all run over my head, and not care. Because it's too stressful. My body can't handle this. I'm not even gonna write about it in my lj anymore because it's his buiness too and he doesn't want it up here.

And for some reason, I feel like I'm going to die soon. I really hope things have turned for the better. I missed the sweetness and I got a dose of it yesterday with a new stuffed puppy. And I awoke to the sweetness today. But I'm just not going to get my hopes up. We'll see weeks from now if things are still ok. Then I'll let myself open up again, just a little though.